Hi, I liked your testimony but I have to say that one thing you mentioned in your second part bothered me. The part where God and Satan are in a battle for our minds. Doesn't the Lord want our hearts? our love? Our hearts need to love the Lord in order to serve Him properly. We can obey the Lord with our minds, but our minds don't control what our heart feels. When our hearts love the Lord, don't our minds have to as well? LOVE the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and great commandment. [Matthew 22:37-38] Then the Lord will live in you. The rest should flow easily.