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humbled / grateful |
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ca |
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Sep 26, 05 - 11:06 PM |
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carolineaiken@hotmail.com |
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i am these things, and more.
when your life gives you ultimatums, you have to listen. there is no other choice but to listen, or to choose to be blind and deaf to the message, thus overlooking the gift.
When something rocks your world so deeply, there is no ignoring the avalanche. You must go with the slide, you must lose yourself in the strength of your opponent.
I surrender. I give.
UNCLE!!!
All of the fine plans made. All of the travel plans, the gig details, the promotions and communications. The year of work to create work, to make a place for this music where there wasn't one before. How dare I take such a detour???! Who am I to change everything, when there are those that depend on my showing up??
how do I deal with this? Should I flail and fight?
Flail against what? Fight against whom?
It would be folly to struggle against fate.
This is to learn how to take what comes...
to learn to slow down, accept help from others, and to be grateful.
I am learning...
thank you for your messages and well wishes and for your gifts of inspiration and healing.
I wish it for you 100 fold.
may the muse visit often
xoxox
caroline
"like a blind man gaining sight, I'm coming back to life"
GRAFFITI, ARE WE THERE YET, MAMA? |
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wow! by ca · Oct 11, 05 - 9:52 AM
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